Hello, it's me...

                  Why hello! It's been quite some time since I have written a blog. The last time I was on here I was getting ready to say good bye to my family once again back in 2013.  Things have definitely changed for sure!  For starters we have a daughter now, Ava Jane Murray:

She is now 8 months old. Ronnie absolutely loves his little sister. I was definitely a little worried how he would react to her but he is such a great big brother to her. We are now a family of four. Way different than three.  Speaking of three...whoever said that the twos were terrible, they were very, very wrong. I didn't think I could ever have anxiety and stress this much. Every day I feel like my head is going to blow a gasket with how much I'm constantly yelling at my son. He just non stop gets into trouble. There are days, like today, where I feel like the worst mother ever. I try so hard to do right by him but I feel like I'm getting nowhere. My mom mentioned a schedule, so that's what I'm going to try next. I think the biggest thing is keeping him busy. All he wants to do is go, go, go and mommy just wants to relax, relax, relax. The joys of parenthood.  Anyways, not a very long post tonight. Just trying to get back into my blogging. Will hopefully post on a regular basis from now on. Need to keep myself distracted while my husband is over seas. Have a great night everyone!!!