Everyday is a day closer...

I really wish I could just jump into the future. I am so ready to be back in Virginia so I can be with my husband and for us to be a family already. I miss him everyday and it's so hard not having him here. I wake up every morning and he's not there. I go to bed alone every night. The only thing that keeps me going is my son. I look at him and I see his daddy and my husband. He puts the biggest smile on my face and helps me forget that my love is over seas. 

I know I'm not the only one that goes through this. I went through it when I was younger with my dad. But it's not the same when it's your husband, you have more of a connection. I thought this wouldn't be so bad but I can't help but miss him. I love him so much and just wish this was over already. I want the family I have always dreamed about. He is the best thing that has ever happened to me and he should be here helping me with our son. But unfortunately this is what I married into. I knew it when I said "I do". I am very proud of what he doing for us though. This was a big sacrifice for him but this decision was all based on taking care of his family.

Luckily everyday is a day closer to him coming home to us. I can't wait for him to hold his son again and for me to being have him in my arms. Hurry home baby!

I did a few more scrapbook pages. Showing more of my creativity: 

 

Scrapbooking fun times :)

Today has been a pretty easy day. This morning started out rough but after calming down today was a good day. I spent all day downstairs hanging out with my son and digital scrap-booking. I created eight pages today. To me this is my way of relieving stress and giving me something fun to do besides being a mommy. It's a way of expressing myself and showing my creative side. I'm not a very creative person in most things so this is important to me. Love doing it and it's not messy like regular scrap-booking is when I do it. 

This first page I did for my baby girl Daquiri. I used the Doggie Template I found online. I used the picture I took of her when I first got my camera. It was a close up of her face and it turned out really well. I've had her since she was a baby. I feel bad because I haven't had as much time for her like I used to since I had my son. I am trying to make more time for her though. She is so wonderful around little Ronnie which makes me very happy. She doesn't even really pay much mind to him but she does check on him when he is crying. Well here is the scrap-book page: 

The next two I did for my niece. She absolutely loves Minnie Mouse and loves to play in the snow. It started to snow today and unfortunately she is fighting a cold so we didn't let her out to play and boy was she very upset about that. They weren't joking when they called it the "terrible two's". She somehow takes after me big time. Love that little girl so much even when she gives me the biggest attitude. She puts a smile on my face everyday. Here are the pages:

This next one I did was for my favorite season, Autumn. I absolutely love the colors. Something about the season just makes me all happy and excited inside. I got the benefit of being able to travel across the country during the season so I took a lot of pictures:

It's crazy to think how much things have changed over the years. Sometimes I wish I was still a kid and didn't have all of these responsibilities. But then I think about how happy I am with how my life has turned out. I look at all my friends too and see how much everyone has changed and grown up. We all have our own families and some of us kids of our own. This next one I created for one my dear friends who I have known since kindergarten. She is the longest friend I have had. She had a daughter a little bit before I had little Ronnie. Rhiannon Renee the star of my next page:

These next two pages I created for a couple of my good friends who also had babies in the past year. I used to work Rochelle and Moria and we all became very good friends. Definitely will always have them as my friends. Love them both very much and their daughters are absolutely adorable:

Last but not least I created this one for a dear family friend of ours. Carman's cute baby girl. She is so little it's so cute. Definitely a big screamer when she wants something. She is a big traveler via rolling around everywhere. Almost able to crawl her way around:

That was the last of my pages for today. I will definitely have some more. Will also try to take more pictures to help with my pages. Hope you enjoyed these for today. Have a good night!  

Officially a momma :D

Sorry that it has been awhile since I have been on here. I try to update as much as I can but it's been a little hard considering I am now officially a mommy! No more saying I am a mommy to be. Woohoo! But I do plan on trying to update this at least once a week. And since this is a Tuesday night I guess I will update Tuesday nights.

I am so happy that my little one is finally here. I am so happy to finally have in my arms. But it is definitely not the easiest job. There have been quite a few nights where I want to scream. It's really hard without my husband here but I do thank God everyday that I was able to come home to my family. I don't know what I would do without them. Probably go insane! I love being a mom but I have my moments a lot where I don't know what I'm doing. That's what my mom is for. I know all new moms go through this but you never know until you get to experience it yourself. I will tell you that I am happy to be here with my family, however, I am so ready for my little family. I want my husband back from over sea's, us in our home being parents to our beautiful baby boy. The trouble I went through to bring him into this world was so worth the pain!

I finally got back into my digital scrapbooking program. I did a few tonight that I will share with all my listeners. My son (I love saying that) has finally gone down for the night so it is time for this momma to get some laundry done. Have a great night everyone!