Saturday, January 12, 2013

Everyday is a day closer...

I really wish I could just jump into the future. I am so ready to be back in Virginia so I can be with my husband and for us to be a family already. I miss him everyday and it's so hard not having him here. I wake up every morning and he's not there. I go to bed alone every night. The only thing that keeps me going is my son. I look at him and I see his daddy and my husband. He puts the biggest smile on my face and helps me forget that my love is over seas. 

I know I'm not the only one that goes through this. I went through it when I was younger with my dad. But it's not the same when it's your husband, you have more of a connection. I thought this wouldn't be so bad but I can't help but miss him. I love him so much and just wish this was over already. I want the family I have always dreamed about. He is the best thing that has ever happened to me and he should be here helping me with our son. But unfortunately this is what I married into. I knew it when I said "I do". I am very proud of what he doing for us though. This was a big sacrifice for him but this decision was all based on taking care of his family.

Luckily everyday is a day closer to him coming home to us. I can't wait for him to hold his son again and for me to being have him in my arms. Hurry home baby!

I did a few more scrapbook pages. Showing more of my creativity: 



 

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