My life in the world of pregnancy

I've been pregnant for a little over 16 weeks now. It's been an up and down roller coaster for me and some may think I complain too much or put it out there that I hate it (Mom, hehe just kidding). But here is where I clear it all up for you.

If I remember correctly I found out on March 26th. It was the weirdest thing too. It was around 5pm that I woke up from having a dream about having a baby. I thought it was strange and decided that it wouldn't hurt to check with the last test I had. I just had this weird feeling...10 minutes later I went back to check. First the shaking came, then the crying, then the dialing of the phone trying to get of anyone that would pick up. I was shocked because I didn't really think that those two pink lines would really show up. Was I disappointed? Definitely not at all. I am 23 years old and have always wanted to be a mom and have that special someone be the dad. To have a family has been lifelong dream. 

Now I was definitely one of the lucky women to not get morning sickness. Not once did I have to run quickly to the bathroom in time. I did however get very nauseous a lot and felt like I was going to let everything come and honestly after how many times I felt sick I really wish it did. I would lay up late at night crying because I was so emotional and felt sick to my stomach. But that finally has passed, thank goodness. 

Now one thing that has drove my husband nuts out of the whole pregnancy is my hormones. You think I had mood swings before, try again. I feel bad for him a lot because he tries so hard to make me happy but there are just times when I just want to be left alone, or should I say a lot of times. Don't get me wrong I love my husband dearly, but I get to that angry point very quickly now a days. Like yesterday I was in such a terrible mood but today I am in a fantastic mood. He always wants to cuddle with me and I don't. I'm seriously not doing it on purpose. I just want to be left alone and a lot of times I take it out on him. In his owns words "I can't wait till you are done being pregnant". 

And honestly I can't wait too. I'm exhausted all the time, my body aches and I'm tired of lashing out at people all the time. I guess its also been hard because I'm in a new area and trying to adapt while being pregnant and crabby. But I will inform all of you I wouldn't change this for anything. I am happy to be creating this being inside of me. I am excited to become a mom finally and I'm very happy having my husband by my side through it all. December can't come fast enough! Have a great night everyone. :)